Love Poem

In the arms of an angel I lay.
Forgetting all the worries of today.
Because that's where I feel best.
As you rest your head against my chest.
This moment I want to last
forever
You with me always,
And we shall part
never

Unbroken Pain of an Unshattered Heart

All emotional b0nds br0ken.
My heart, ever s0 s0ft sp0ken.
Pushed int0 a c0rner,
Where in truth,
Lay everything irrelevant
Fr0m my y0uth.

When we parted,
S0meh0w I knew,
Even th0ugh I wished different,
The 0ne f0r me,
was n0t y0u.

H0w c0uld I help it,
In my mind I fell.
S0mewhat leading me t0 think,
That l0ve is like damned hell.

Never t00 harsh appear my th0ughts,
When my heart was, by y0u, caught.
(0r s0 I th0ught.)
Deceived by heart,
0nly t0 find 0ut that it hasn't
Fallen apart.

I find c0mf0rt in my guitar
As the n0tes sl0wly melt reality away.
Trying t0 f0rget
That n0t everything g0es my way.
It lets me feel, at least,
In the slightest 0f c0nt0l.
Just because
I get t0 ch00se where my fingers g0.
Never t0 remind me
That this is naught but plain fantasy.
Because when I cease,
It's right back t0 hellish reality.

I'd hate t0 say this is h0w I feel,
But I f0rg0t that what we had wasn't real.
Felt pieces missing the day we parted.
Remembering h0w it was bef0re it started.
Me with0ut y0u,
And y0u with an0ther.
All this time
Kept underc0ver.
All the feelings I had inside,
All the self-insight
Y0u helped pr0vide.
Y0u'd teach me me.
Y0u'd reinvent.
In all wisd0m,
B0rr0wed and lent.
We became new pe0ple,
0h s0 eager t0 change
And yet the new y0u stayed
0ut 0f my range.
S0 we had 0ur fun,
In c0mpariss0n t0 n0ne.

(inc0mplete)

<3 LILO <3

1hand on d neck,swftly rubbing up nd down,while my other down below creating that beautiful sound. both hands in unison 2enchant an enigmatic instrument. with my right 2 strum, and left 2hold. with swift movements, this guitar, i'l love til i'm beyond old

Now I'm torn,
Left bare and exposed.
In silence I often realize
What once I had supposed.
Reality escaping,
Never knowing who we are.
But in trying to turn back,
Only to realize that I've gone to far.

Drifting, barely afloat, I see.
What was, but now could have never been.
Lost in a sea of my own emotion,
Unwillingly controlled to sick devotion.
Just bobbing up and down,
Willingly or not.
This silence often revealing
What was once forgot.

Tangled in a web of my mind.
Searching, only to find,
A batch of cliches, livid and crude.
On the quest for individuality pursued.
Just let me go,
I think I've figured it out
That within the silence.
Truth is most horribly devout.

Yes, the silence.
Bringer of confusion.
From lies to the truth,
Yet never with defusion.
Stripping all falsehoods,
only to add more.
Bringing what it wishes
Like some insecure whore.

Yet in this silence we find truth.
Future, present, and even our youth.
Still willfully finishing what I started,
Until once again, we've parted...

28th Sept.

As it pours i lay.events of da day bein washd away.purifyin al dat has been.erasn al dats bn seen.ths is my rebirth,let da storm rage,for ths is ultimate cntrol.lettn my powr unleash,in quest 2bcum whole.